Saturday, 7 May 2016

The Effect of You

You're back in my head, you bastard!
I wake up and check my phone in hopes that some magic will happen, you'll notice me and perhaps have something to say.
I anticipate the hours as the day goes and refresh your profile multiple times maybe there's something I haven't noticed.
I look to my right and left with full faith that I'll get a glimpse of you.
If I do see you, I can't keep my eyes off you and that is dangerous. Could cause me trouble.
I feel like I'm going crazy by this point. I'm fine for a day and mad with the thought of you for five.
I never thought I would reach this point and I am utterly shameful to admit that my thoughts or more so, you, are controlling how I function and how's my mood.
I made a vow to gain back my sanity and this is not exactly how it should go like.
Not sure if this is what you call a "crush" but this much trouble coming from it, I don't like it very much.

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