Though exciting
It's extremely intimidating
The future
The unknown
What is waiting
Though exciting
I am filled with fear
Thoughts of what ifs
Life
Takes you up and down
In a matter of seconds
I will never know
I could rely on signs
But that's just false hope
I go on my days
Based on my anxiety
Based on possibilities
I avoid talks at times
Words hurt me
And I'm already scarred and bruised
There are time I can't stand
Being all alone
With my thoughts
Other days I avoid happiness
In fear
Of being sad once again
I admitted
I am not strong
And that's the saddest part
I crave comfort
The peace of mind I once had
