Emptiness

Do you ever just feel empty? Like everything around you is not as interesting as it once was? You get bored of anything and everything. Nothing interest you anymore. You just stay there and wonder about life.. Is this really happening? What is life? How did i get here? Why am i like this? Along with a thousand other unanswered questions.

You have no idea what it is. It just feels so odd.

You want to escape this emptiness but you also don't want to take a risk. You hate the way you are but you're not welling to change. 

Everything seems complicated. 

And at some point you wonder to yourself "why am i still alive?".. But nobody can answer that. 

And this emptiness goes on...

Dear stranger

Dear stranger,

With amazing I start, words locked up in my heart, you're a breathtaking work of art.

You weren't pas nécessaire anybody I've seen before. Everything about you was breath takingly spectacular. 

You talked like you were saying your name. How you placed your words so effortlessly. They came out of your mouth so smoothly , it didn't fail to make me fall for you.

Your moves. That oh so perfect face of yours. Those wide perfectly sparking eyes. That sculpted jaw line. And those cheekbones so perfect they look like they're drawn. 

I kept looking for a reason to stop myself from falling for that magnificent charming appearance of yours but i didn't find any..

And like the perfect cherry on top of the whipped cream on a refreshing berry smoothie, your mind was there. 

Your mind. Oh your mind. Your thoughts and how you were able to use them made me forget what breathing is. Just hearing your name made my heart flutter.

Oh stranger, you have no idea how i here am suffering just thinking about you. I like you so much, i think I'm in love.. I think.