I do try my hardest but i just can never seem to be even close to good or even acceptable.
Its upsetting.. Sad, in a way.
Its always me that is the least smart and beautiful.
I did not choose the way i look..
I'm not dumb. Not wanting to study and not being able to force myself to does not mean i'm dumb.
Having troubles memorizing does not mean i'm dumb.
Having a messed up mind does not mean i'm dumb either.
I can think. I understand, surprisingly... I am not dumb.
I'm sick of being this weak, fragile human being.
Why judge a person by last semesters' mark?
Maybe that person had troubles last semester.
Maybe that person will work harder and will be better this semester.
Maybe even that person has a mind that only functions affectionately after midnight.
Reasons are uncountable.
Losers do not exist.
Words really can mentally ache more than physical aches so be careful when saying them.
Don't call me dumb.
Have a little faith in me.
Support me a bit.
Help me study.
Maybe then i'll stop being "dumb".
